Message to myself: послание
It is tearing me up from the inside.
And it is not what you think.
It is a “who.”
No, not someone from my family.
No, not a friend of mine.
No, not even a person from the same country as me.
No, not even a person who speaks my mother tongue(s).
I have to exercise more.
I don’t have to learn more, but I have to be more consistent and efficient.
Perhaps, I could even learn more.
I have to better my German.
I’ve never thought it would come down to this level of intensity.
Really pondering on how this is plausible.
But on a better note: this someone makes me want to become better.
And I am very grateful for that.
Thank you, The Someone.
- Nihad Badalov